the reality isn't up at all

by Vehicles At High Speeds

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This song is about coping with the desire to be anywhere but here but not being able to go anywhere


I don't know where I stand
All I know is it's anywhere but here
When I live like this I always fall
The reality isn't up at all
When I die I want it to be as quick as possible
I never savored the flavor of my life at all
Or the drugs that drive me insane
Or the cigarettes to kill the hunger pangs

I don't want to be here
All the shit that I saw
I don't want to be here cause
The reality isn't up at all

Sometimes a cheap beer is just enough
To keep me here even though some shit is rough
Every time I move it's into a wall
The reality isnt up at all

The sunlight is missing
The sunlight is gone
This shit just pisses me off cause
The reality isn't up at all


released March 28, 2017
This name was given to me by Joshua Deadman Murphy from The Generic Terrors and I wrote it off of the title of the song. The art was drawn by my very good friend Adam Kovacofsky. I love both of you so much.



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Vehicles At High Speeds Newton, North Carolina

Transgirl fronted acoustic anarcho-punk band out of North Carolina.
I'm touring a lot. Follow Vehicles At High Speeds or add Ella Solis on facebook for info :P

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